Ok, well my hubby left on deployment about 4 months ago . . . 2 weeks after him leaving I decided to join weight watchers again. I started at 258lbs. I have worked VERY hard to stay on program. Well at this point I have lost 36lbs!! I still have another few weeks before our big homecoming. My goal is to 40lbs gone by the time he get home. My hubby hasn’t seen any pictures of me since he left. I am getting sooooo excited, BUT I have been finding it harder and harder to stay on program (weight watchers). With moving from CA to VA (I went back to my parents house in CA while my hubby was gone) with two little kiddies by myself to getting settled in and now all the joys of the holidays. I just don’t know what to do. I just need something to motivate me. When I got back to VA I was thinking that my friends might notice a change in my body with my ”new” weight loss, but no one said a word. I was kinda counting on their suprise to help keep me motivated until my hubby comes home, but instead it’s made me feel like maybe I have been doing all of this for nothing. I don’t know . . . I KNOW that my body has changed. I have gone from a size 20 to a size 16, but it’s still hard. I just don’t want to blow all of my hard work . . .
